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Feeling alone, lost, confused, worried.. angry.

Angry at the whole world.

No, that’s not true. Not at the whole world. Just my world.

What am I going to tell papa? Tomorrow he is going to ask me, how is she? She told me, just yesterday to tell him that she has spoken to her parents and papa should know that everything is sorted out. I agreed to everything she wanted. Agreed to everything they wanted. Saturday morning she wanted me to tell papa that she learnt how to make aaloo paranthas. Those are papa’s favourite and he misses those the most while he is in the hospital. What am I going to say when papa says that he wants to talk to her……

He was so happy when she called him ‘papa’ now what do I say? What do I do?

Just want to sleep and never wake up again. Can’t even seem to get sleep even for a few minutes.